Watch as your one-and-only slowly pulls away from you, leaving you lost, confused and all-out abandoned. You have tried everything in your power to make it work, but what do you get out of it except for heartache and pain? You know you would do anything for her, but when do you decide that what you are willing to do and change is a complete waste of effort?

It can be infuriating, especially when you want nothing more than to spend the rest of your life with her, and she doesn’t even know what it is she wants. You try to talk to her, and she clams up. Either that or she pushes you away emotionally or states that you are just attempting to fight with her. You love her more than anything, but what is the breaking point? How do you know if you should give up or keep fighting for what you believe in? Your girlfriend, the person you want to spend the rest of your life with, doesn’t know what she wants. You know what it is you want, but how can you achieve this if you are the only one who seems to want it?

By Amanda Chaput

I am a 28-year-old lesbian who is very interested in writing about anything relating to the GLBT society. I am currently taking online courses to obtain my Bachelors of Business Administration degree. I am a very passionate writer, and enjoy writing just about anything. I write poetry, articles and such.